I'm waiting...

For many things actually...

...................Like a reject letter from the job that I applied for yesterday. (Yes surprise surprise folks.. I have applied for yet again another job.....!) (OK, but here is the story on this... I think it really is the planets aligning for this job... (GEMMAK.... I hope the planets are aligning for you as well!)... so, if I am totally wrong on the planet alignment, then I will wait to see what fate will bring to my door next week...as it generally has something to offer me.. but that doesn't mean that I take it).

.........................OH.. and another REJECTION from my photo people thingy thing that I have applied to do. They have accepted my photos so far, and I have submitted them for publishing, but then I have to wait for the other people to have a look at them.. and then they will either ACCEPT or REJECT my photos. So, the fingers are crossed on this little endeavour. I am very excitedly wishing to experiment this summer with my photography.....I have many plans, which I should write down before I forget them all. (With all my photography friends.. we could start our own union... do you know that!)

......................For the boy to come home. He has decided that he has become the sixth son at his friends house. Yesterday I sent him over there with TWO pizzas for the offering. I forgot to buy some MILK and RICE KRISPIES and deliver them to his friends house for the next offering. It is an interesting day in a parents life when you have to beg your child to come home and sleep in his own bed. I asked him what the SECRET is over there... he said... "endless hours of freedom with the XBOX, and tag at night in the acres of land". OK, I will go with that. In the meantime he may be deeply disappointed when he calls yet again, and asks if he can stay over... and the answer will be.... a resounding NO... and then he will beg and beg and beg and beg and beg and beg to stay over. I am not sure where this has all come from.... but I think he is truly excited to have a friend that likes him for just him. (OK, the other real reason is that they have a DAD that talks... similar to myself...)

.............For the rest of the family to come home. They have disappeared on me. But that is OK, since they are out in the VEHICLE that has broken down lots in the last two weeks... so I am almost acting like the rescue person in this case.

..........For the house to cool down... of course I am situated in the ULTIMATE location at the moment... next to the laundry room, which is next to air conditioner. LISA..... you wouldn't know that because you have never been here... and you haven't even responded to my email that I sent you in the middle of the night. I thought surely to GOODNESS sake that you would have had something to say about my natterings... as psychotic as they were. I am openly surprised I didn't see men with white jackets hiding in my front lawn, and behind my cherry tree... (they can't hide behind my bushes, as I got rid of them last year... but you wouldn't know that either...!)... you see people we are basically EMAIL friends... and if we do manage to run into one another... we shield our eyes, and hold up our hands for fear of burning ourselves with each others faces. (this would be some rum and coke humour at this point, in case you are falling out of touch.. other 3 readers....!)

I am just so excited that today is today... I am THANKFUL that today is today... it is the beginning of summer... all I have left to do tomorrow (I will not talk about laundry) is go out for lunch with my lovely group of people...AND.. I may even walk there... in the morning... just to get some added exercise in. GLORIOUS to me.... it is just so exciting to be finished school, and my group for the summer...

...................for my memory to return... I am thinking with the decreased number of obligations that I have beholding to myself, that I will infact get my memory back.... Now I am not getting all excited about knowing what I did last Tuesday at 1:26, but I am looking forward to mapping out my days without fear of double & triple booking myself in many locations all at once.

................. for the husbandman to return... and tell me why I keep hearing all these cracking sounds. What is going on out there people???????????

.........................For the sun to return tomorrow.. and for the PIP to pose for me in the sun... not that I want her face... but it's her hair.. it's her hair that I am after....

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